why don't you love me? (voice memo demo)

Why don't you love me? Why don't you care? When I dial your number Why aren't you there? I gave up on trying Trying to get through As much as this pains me I think my life is better without you All those broken promises Lead to hollowed hopes And lost breaths Nights spent wondering When I'll see you next And those words hurt But I'm not the worst You haven't been there for me And I can't compare the promises you shared Yeah, I guess they were stories Just like you told me Why don't you love me? Why don't you care? When I dial your number Why aren't you there? When I dial your number And get your voicemail Tell me father Why weren't you there? I'll never forget The night that you said "You dropped the ball too" I was sixteen Christmas evening Please tell me what was I supposed to do How's the child supposed to carry All the pain And the shame And the hurt I know this Isn't a fairytale Thanks for the Accountability Why don't you love me? (love me) Why don't you care? When I dial your number Why aren't you there? Why don't you love me? Why don't you care? When I dial your number Why aren't you there? When I dial your number And get your voicemail Tell me father Why weren't you there? I gave up on trying Trying to get through As much as this pains me I think my life is better without You