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I've been avoiding it for a long time F*ck it, let's talk about it I could probably tell you lies just to make it all better I could probably stay inside to avoid the bad weather I could probably say I hate you when I know that ain't true I could probably talk to anyone but they ain't you I could probably tell my friends all the shit I went through Or how you fucked me over but that's not an excuse I could probably turn those photos into ashes like I did Now they're nothing more than memories of when we were kids Now I'm missing all the summers by the lake you and me I could probably say I'm crazy and you'd probably agree What the f*ck happened? Had you right by my side I got so much more to say but I'll just keep it inside I'm holding on to memories, they won't let me go And I probably won't forget them though until I get old You probably think I hate you and you're probably right And I'll probably move on and you're probably alright Do you think of me? Do you think this could have lasted? If you would have changed, or maybe stayed the same Do you think of me? Do you dream of me? Do you think this could have lasted? Or at least stayed the same? Stayed the same Stayed the same Oh, stayed the same And we'll probably never get the closure that we really needed And I'll probably lose another one I'm feeling so defeated Think I'm probably better now, but you probably don't care And you're probably really happy down in Florida somewhere I think you think of me too, and wish that something would have changed But the issue wasn't me, cuz I've always been the same And I'll think of you too when I'm sleeping at night And I'll probably be okay and you're probably alright..