Portraits Of Pain

A Prison of my thoughts I've grown but at what cost All feelings have been cast aside Now I am left to rot The pain is overwhelming No sense of love its haunting Look into my eyes Tell me what you see A mirage of confidence Its all a lie to please I am empty , drained of empathy Doc says its all in my head Medication meditation Its all bullshit Leave me in my desolate state Where I am alone, there's nobody left to hate Surrender all hope The light has gone dark The blade against the skin, slowly it draws Portraits of my pain Leaking from my veins Force a happy face It'll all be over soon Doc says its all in my head Medication meditation Its all bullshit Leave me in my desolate state Where I am alone, there's nobody left to hate Wash the blood from my hands, as If it mattered Wash the blood from my hands, as If it mattered Slipknot around the throat My demonic visions incomprehensible Why does it all fall away To her I never meant shit anyway Try to put the past behind me Broken glass, the shards surrounding Each day feels exactly alike I tried my best but I've lost the fight