Anticipation Grip

Nothing comes to me inconsistency What even just happened? And the only need for continuity Drying up passions Hair preserved in paint Embalmed memory Lalala lost Silence over the phone Why did you call? oh i dont know Sigh, i guess i'll try Dont feel to right i gotta go Always a worry why Always the cards to hide An emergency emerging from me I greet it welcome Buried down deep beyond my reach Unbreachable chasm Nothing to share these walls are bare There's nowhere to hide What seems to be the problem with me? A discreet critique Now i stand in forgotten lands I'm distant and stranded Inertia Sometimes i think The thought of it is killing me Come in without warning Dont give me any chance to leave Where am i now? lights have gone out Feelings fleet no trajectory Distance is a dream unredeemed You'll never see it coming