Hourglass

There's nothing I regret more than the past seven months I always wish I had self control when I came back to you But this time felt different, I became transparent I forced myself to move onto every better thing Nothing is exciting to you Unless it involves somebody else Every opportunity I had You never cared You're the idea I craved so much But nothing like how I imagined Every time it ticks, I'm ripped apart I wish we could go back But now that I know you don't value me There is really no point in continuing We can't just be friends We can only exist in different worlds You spew jealousy And break my every boundary Yet I still come back because I love you You took my effort and gave it away You stole my time and made me feel safe You say you love me but over the phone That is a lie because I know you don't I loved you so much, I did everything you asked You were upset that it just moved too fast