Rolled Up Dollar Bills

Do you have the strength to go on Their backs have turned on you and gone away This shoulder has grown cold I'm all alone This battle might be over but the war has just begun I wear these scars like armour it's adorning me Can't shut them out demons haunting sleep Compelled to run still there when I wake up Triggered by an ever present sound Need my feet on solid ground Why can't we fight the impulse I'm reaching out grasp at arms that won't catch me Disappearing friendships cast amongst the debris Irises glazed and my face kisses cold concrete The daily grind serves to cast you out Sedation no moderation Shoulders whispering secrets to my ears Held hostage to the voice I hear egging me along These agreements I've bound to myself can be undone No longer searching for validation in anyone Now I feel alive connect with myself and walking with pride Today I leave, I leave it all behind Feed the hungry wolves Have the strength to go on Or come what may When you can't dispel Roll the bill Roll the bill Roll the bill Roll the bill Have the strength to go or come what may When you can't dispel the need to roll the bill