Generical Nothing

SOLO PAOLO Is this the end of my reality? A vivid dream of this abnormality? What if I couldn't make it real? I'd stay closer to my worst fear Insanity, inception The shaking hands and the rejection Yeah, that's the perfect crime, No one's dead and no one's alive No meaning that I can see In this eternal fight against me, And if this must be the epilogue Then the needle's written an hollow monologue Frightened by an unsure eternity I'd rather die without memory, Forced in an endless mortification Torn between obsession and desolation Ruined by my own crawling addictions I am a satire of contradictions, No one can save myself but me Just leave their hope fade and rest in peace No one is waiting for me at home I'm terrified to stay alone, My two instincts will soon collide For this demon my life is a brief aside Is this the end of my reality? A vivid dream of this abnormality? What if I couldn't make it real? I'd stay closer to my worst fear Insanity, inception The shaking hands and the rejection Yeah, that's the perfect crime, No one's dead and no one's alive No strength to fight, all hope is gone With these two hands I dig a hole This hatred that everything erodes Is the effigy of my empty throne Just keep on doin' the same routine Use this anguish to feed the machine But you don't have to be worried about it I am lost and there is no way out Insanity! Instability! I cannot change the reality! Loyalty and dignity! Will suddenly dissappear! Fear! Neglect! Every time I lay to die! Hedonism and reject! Every tear that I've cried! Too proud to realize Too weak to capsize, this rage that I can't face Is dragging me far from grace What have I obtained? What was the aim? The generical nothing has remained SOLO MARZIO Insanity! Instability! I cannot change the reality! Loyalty and dignity! Will suddenly dissappear! That's certainly the end! The last scar in my head! I'm sinking to hell! But my life will be fair!