INFINITE GODS

Lying on the bed Got some demons in my head Was so sick of feeling dread Using shrooms to disconnect myself Fear and depression Needed to release the tension Dealt with such reckless discretion My ego became infectious hell Life's a test for your daily stress Feeling at risk and oppressed You can't handle the intense affairs thrown into your chest You can't control what's happening, everything is constantly changing Anything and everything in a ball of fire Such beautiful chaos I suddenly transpired Seeing millions of eyes as I felt the world go by While I lost my fucking mind I can see that there is no reality The norm is blind, stuck in its own fantasy I'm a walking disease So sick I'll drop to my knees All of this pain no relief None of these meds are helping Done with all this truth seeking Gazing at infinite gods Angels leaving me in awe Realized who I've become Losing track of time that's gone Tripping out with all my friends Reflecting on the times we spent Serenity about the end Trauma that we should forget I'm done with suffering It's so undeserving I can see that there is no reality The norm is blind, stuck in its own fantasy I don't give a f*ck if you don't really care at all, yeah I just wanna know if your eye is on the ball, yeah The key to happiness is to embrace the meaningless (Embrace the meaningless)