idk young j. & pty it's still you. (feat. mourning run) şarkı sözleri
Though I may not be as righteous as others, I am no longer stealing Marlboro lights from
My mother
Grown into several sizes of sneakers, my tone is deeper, my motives have shifted
I seek atonement, my liver nourished the eagle, Prometheus
My wounds kept secretive I don't speak of it, peak of the mountain
Sisyphus, dropping the rock, repeating it
A brand-new lease on life, but I'm still that old ship of Theseus
I feel like I'm a piece of shit, I swear to God I used to be a decent kid
And now I'm spiteful
Rocking Irish tattoos for psychos who crashed their motorcycles
Bombing overpasses for friends that were 18 years old and passed
Yeah, I know it's tragic, but that's just the whole of what happened
I cuff the mic and let these teardrops roll as I'm rapping
Still got my Pokemon Gold Typhlosion and Lapras
This is my personal opium of the masses
Hit by hit like I know the classics, I manage my own attachments
You can kick me out the house, but can't keep me out the casket
(Can't keep me, can't keep me, can't keep me out the)
Every dream contains my casket, thoughts of the end concerningly passive
Dearly departed son of a bastard, whose life was lived with none of the passion
Ship sailing with no rudder or captain, ain't felt emotion since his brother was active
Only goal was somehow touching the masses
But being shy would mean he might've needed government tactics
Or something sudden and drastic
Sad and alone, but never softened it with blunts or some acid
Even from young was a has-been
Always felt his prime and just finished passing, but never had the hay the sun was demanding
Your favorite moments with him, none of them happened
How did we get here is what some of you asking
Like the fire wondering what heat is burning the waxes
But with the blunders and actions, I'm still the boy wondering what love from a dad is
But with the blunders and actions, I'm still you