Sometimes (feat. Mel)

Sometimes I feel like I wanna die Sometimes my life is the greatest thing Shit you can't see with the naked eye Got my moods acting like a fucking swing Bro I wish I could go to the past Maybe change some things that I did bad Maybe stand up to my fucking dad Maybe then I'd be a happy man Sometimes I wish I could do things all over bro Then maybe I'd get it right Stop acting out on emotional overflow Then I'd have a better life Maybe it happened cuz God had a reason Everything happens inside of its season Hopefully I'm really gonna get better And find everything that I want in life I just be thinking a lot Honestly that's all I got If you came into my mind You would be pleasantly shocked Ay I got my mind in a knot Don't like to be on the spot I just be thinking sometimes I just be thinking a lot Got all these questions about my religion Now that's a topic that causes division Every second is full of decisions How do I know that I got the right vision If God really loves me then why do I suffer? Why do I feel so alone when I cry? Why do the wicked continue to prosper? Honestly why did my bro have to die? Sometimes I say "it's not worth all the bother" Giving up feels like the easier choice Then I remember the times when my mother Would cry in the night until losing her voice Love really keeps me from sinking low That shit reminds me to take it slow Sorry I don't think this verse is coherent But honestly I just be thinking bro I just be thinking a lot Honestly that's all I got If you came into my mind You could be pleasantly shocked Ay I got my mind in a knot Don't like to be on the spot I just be thinking sometimes I just be thinking a lot