Don't Deserve Me

He was the one who set the living throne We ain't that close, but we're not close enough I got it like it was my slime But I get the picture caught in my head, can't imagine us dyin All shit that's goin' on, bae, I'm losin' my mind Too many kills up in the field, can't leave my mama cryin I'm gettin' older, which means work harder I shouldn't have caught ya, devil on my shoulder And two business , slat lee summit', girl, I shouldn't have hoed ya I'm goin' harder, grew up in the trenches, took my heart out Fuckin' with these bitches, different bops, ain't got no love now My mama gettin' booked, I ain't say shit, I ain't got no words for them I grew up kinda hard, I ain't have shit, I put in work for them And go to Costa Rica, bad lil bitch, you know I need her I travel overseas, I do whatever just to sit up Black, bulletproof, put in work to be with you Ain't nothing niggas had it hard as me, I get real physical I admit beside the ring, I knock him out just like Javon Davis The hardest shit I been through, told myself I'm gon' have it nine days I'm ridin' in a big Cadillac, bitches never see me happy I can't f*ck with you, cause at the same time, I'm gon' think bout Kylee I walk short in my sense, I think bout death, cause I can't be happy I cheated on that girl, I want her back, I don't know what happened Gun sounds, I hear clappin', bitch bad, I get active Fafa, we got action, he dead, that's what happens I'm goin' harder, grow up in the trenches, took my heart out I'm fuckin' with these bitches different, bops ain't got no love now My mama gettin' booked, I ain't say shit, I ain't got no words for them I grew up kinda hard, I ain't have shit, I put in work for them My family's dead and talkin', paintin' pictures, don't know shit about it My big brother put his hands on my mama, promise I ain't cry about it I ain't even mad at your brother, disappointed badly We all came out the same, stomach blow right, but that shit don't matter Shit, I'ma just go harder than these songs, I'ma put everything in these songs I'm tellin' y'all, y'all gon' fuckin' hate me And I ain't kill, I ain't holdin' back, now they bangin Bit my granny, I feel like she don't even love me, bitch I'm up inside her roof, I feel like it ain't no love in it, bitch Shawty, I feel so much pressure, so much weight on my shoulder right now Nigga can't even cry to express his feelings They gon' call me a fuckin' hoe in it, bitch Shawty, f*ck Shawty, f*ck