Wild Thoughts

I lie awake at night I'm wondering Could it be He's more than just a friend She loves me She loves me not For all that I am And everything I'm not This paranoia is creeping in It's messing with my head again All these wild thoughts But when I feel, it's real This paranoia is creeping in It's messing with my head again All these wild thoughts But when I feel, it's real I know you'd never let me down The more you talk I worry about All of my insecurities Or is it perceived reality My jealous heart It gets the best of me You'll see This paranoia is creeping in It's messing with my head again All these wild thoughts But when I feel, it's real This paranoia is creeping in It's messing with my head again All these wild thoughts But when I feel, it's real Am I the monster or is it you Cause I can take a lot But should I have to Why is there such a connection Boiling my blood I think you like the attention Am I the monster or is it you Cause I can take a lot But should I have to Why is there such a connection Boiling my blood I think you like the attention Paranoia is creeping in Messing with my head again This paranoia is creeping in It's messing with my head again All these wild thoughts But when I feel, it's real This paranoia is creeping in It's messing with my head again All these wild thoughts But when I feel, it's real Am I the monster or is it you Cause I can take a lot But should I have to Why is there such a connection Boiling my blood I think you like the attention