Schoolgirl Crush

So you got all dolled up for the party You said "I didn't want to go but they made me!" You feel like you've done nothing with your life And you don't want to advertise that You walk in She's there with her nametag on As beautiful as ever even thirty years on She smiles as she says "You Got Old!" She still knows how to cut you where you live And there he is at the end of the bar The boy who used to worship you from afar Though you never gave him the time of day If you spoke to him now what would he say? Does he still hold a candle for you? Does he ever think about what you're up to? When he's home alone at night do you ever cross his mind? Does he still hold a candle for you? And Over there is Marcus, your first schoolgirl crush Back then he seemed cool, aloof and dangerous You used to dream of seeing him undressed Now he's older and rounder and receding at best But his confidence is still intact And his grin when he sees you shows the unpleasant fact That he was the first of all your bad choices Sleaze before you knew what sleaze was Still there he is in his dark blue suit The boy Sue told you had a crush on you You laughed it off casually But what kind of man has he grown up to be? Does he still hold a candle for you? Does he ever think about what you're up to? When he's home alone at night do you ever cross his mind? Does he still hold a candle for you? A little while later while talking to Sue He stands up from the bar and looks straight at you You panic inside but give nothing away As he says Does he still hold a candle for you? Does he ever think about what you're up to? And you wonder "Should he have been the one? If he had been the one Would we be happy?"