Secrets

I keep secrets that nobody knows about Tell my friends I don't think I'm gonna make it out I know it's all inside of my head but I can't let it go The first time's the last time we make this work No text or phone call to make it hurt Like are we going through it again Running in circles again, I can't get you out of my head I keep secrets that nobody knows about Tell my friends I don't think I'm gonna make it out I know it's all inside of my head but I can't let it go The trauma stuck with me for like 16 months It gets hard to breathe when your head's fucked up Trying to keep it all above water I'm sorry I fucked up your daughter I'm sorry that I fucked up It really means nothing to me Every time you come up I bury it far in between All the things I wanted You could never be It's not the type of love I saw in my dreams I keep letting go Just to hold onto something I lose all control Now I'm left here with nothing I keep secrets that nobody knows about Tell my friends I don't think I'm gonna make it out I know it's all inside of my head but I can't let it go I keep letting go Just to hold onto something I lose all control Now I'm left here with nothing I keep secrets that nobody knows about Tell my friends I don't think I'm gonna make it out I know it's all inside of my head but I can't let it go