Dirty Window Pane

(Oh) Her birthstone is a ruby stone I've strayed far from a life I turned away And I have regrets About everything Let me out Subtle ache Tendencies I'll take it to the grave Live and die another day I'm not who I became Before I could even comprehend what was going on I knew And it's been years Novocaine Dirty window pane Live against the grain Against the grain Live against the grain (Oh-oh-oh) Ever since I was young I've known lows I'll take it to the grave For I cannot escape For I cannot escape Just the way it is Life's what you make of it I knew it then I know it now And it's been years Novocaine Dirty window pane Live against the grain Live against the grain La-la-la-la-la live against the grain (Oh-ah-oh-ah-how) (Oh) I'm not who I became From a life I turned away