Valence

You can crawl in through the window But I won't See, unless you tap me on my shoulder I just know In the onslaught of the laughter Avert the eye Remember all loud things must end In softest whimpers You've never seen a face so hard Never wanted from the start Find a trendy place to hide Loneliness a state of mind The reflections of another life I can trace Pale imitations of the greatest flattery and When I'm falling on my back again I'm not indifferent Think I'm into it, yeah You've never seen a face so hard (Brow shows early signs of breaking) Never wanted from the start (It's just another thing I'm claiming) Find a trendy place to hide (Well loneliness is just a state of mind) Loneliness Still a bitch though, still a bitch though Maybe I'm just scared of falling down And living life in fear Maybe there's just nothing good around But empty faint ideas Maybe I'm just plain old wasted (Sober up and face that) Maybe it's my rusting shell That has no valence Empty orbits won't electricity me I never thought It'd be so hard I just want it At the start I just want it I just want it You can crawl in through the window But I won't see Unless you tap me on the shoulder