How I Hurt

We all have secrets to hide Much more than short stories Even to hide our pride Bottle feelings inside Pretend that we`re okay Push it all aside I folded on myself It`s nothing, I`m nothing I gave up on myself Is it too late Am I too late Am I too late To change myself Am I at home Locked in my own head Day dreaming of bleeding all over my bed This emptiness won't go away It`s trapped inside of me It`s a part of me It`s everything that`s killing me Alone in a room full of people who say they care when I know they don't I`m struggling to stay afloat with the water rising I`m sure to choke Hurt Hurt Inside I'm hurt From everything that`s happened to me This is why it fucking hurts Inside I`m dying inside When every little thing attacks me Where is my pride Is this my life Is it my time I need a sign To find the brighter side I still hate myself There`s nothing that can make it better I wish I could feel Anything at all Am I at home Locked in my own head Day dreaming of bleeding all over my bed Trapped in a cell It feels like fucking hell All I can do is count the days til I`m me again I Can never be Myself Again