in my head

But in my head I pretend I'm alright And every time that you said I would fly And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust Break me down until I love Tear my pieces apart She's the same so why I trust Everything oh my god? I'm drifting out of touch With all these parts of me I wish I'd give it up So then I'd let u breathe Somewhere I'll find a home But in my head I pretend I'm alright And every time that you said I would fly And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust Why my life go wrong I'm a mess I been falling so I'll roll another spliff yeah She only love me for my iced out wrist I try and I try but I miss her Why'd I figure out how to go back? I was alone and nothing even mattered In my room all the walls go black All alone and nothing even mattered Somewhere I'll find a home But in my head I pretend I'm alright And every time that you said I would fly I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough I said I'm sorry, but you won't even trust But in my head I pretend I'm alright And every time that you said I would fly And I wish I tried to make you feel like you're enough But I said I'm sorry, so why'd you let me fall?