The Earth

Never cared for you at all Every word has hurt my head And my instincts are blessed While you hold this against me Never cared for what you meant Your words never amount to shit You're not a saint to her just a follower On this quiet Earth that you wrecked Now I wait here Just a little bit longer And I'll fake the tears While I water the Earth And I wait here Just a little bit longer And I'll fake the tears There's no Earth without water Never acted out like this Always held my head in the sand Waiting for a "pick me up" While you did what you can Never hashed it out anyway Never wanted to stay and find myself Introspectively it's hell for me Now I wait here Just a little bit longer And I'll fake the tears While I water the Earth And I wait here Just a little bit longer And I'll fake the tears There's no Earth without water No my dreams don't alarm her They just hurt like an ulcer And I wonder where you are If you've even been listening And I swear that I will put my gun down if you ever try To get back anywhere in my life But not this time