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I've been pissing life away Telling myself I hate the way That I breathe And I need Everyone that ain't around me And I don't wanna know If in 6 months I'm all alone Cause I hope That I've grown I remember just one year ago I was drinking til my liver hurt Smiling like it was so rehearsed And I always seemed to choke up on my words I hope today I get the dosage right And I think I might I take pills as pink As the sky behind my eyes Cause I'm trying to smile I've been pissing life away And I fucking hate the way That I'm mean Kind words unclear They all drip with fake sincerity I was drinking til my liver hurt You would tell me that you're so concerned But I never could believe a single word (You said to me) Now I'm smoking til my lungs are toast Need a THC overdose Cause I can never seem to sleep When I need it most I hope today I get the dosage right And I think I might I take pills as pink As the sky behind my eyes Cause I'm trying to smile 300 milligrams Sounds like such a fucking drag But I swear that it's not half as bad As the doubts inside my head I hope today I get the dosage right And I think I might I'm done pissing life away Telling myself I hate the way That I breathe And I need I hope today I get the dosage right And I think I might I take pills as pink As the sky behind my eyes Cause I'm trying to smile 300 milligrams Sounds like such a fucking drag But I swear that it's not half as bad As the doubts inside my head I hope today I get the dosage right And I think I might I think I might