so numb

I haven't done one of these in a minute Probably check the mic and make sure that I Still know how to work it yeah Cause I've been in my head Yeah I've been in it Haven't felt a thing unless you count Feeling fucking indifferent nah Cause I'm just seeing grey til the blues hits Maybe seeing red when I'm stupid Maybe I'll just drink til my fingers go numb Til my fingers go numb Til my fingers go numb yeah Either way I'm underground There ain't much point in trying to dig me out Either way I'm sober now I just wanna know if I'm someone I care about Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb I haven't done one of these in a minute Cut the mic I swear to god that I don't want to fucking hear it nah I stay steady oversharing Figured out nobody's listening Might as well just be transparent, right? Most days I don't even feel the blues hit But every day I figure out I'm useless I always pass out before my toes go numb Before my toes go numb Either way I'm sober now I just want to know that I'm someone I care about Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb Every day I'm hoping that I'm changing It's always all grey and I don't feel a thing Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb Either way I'm underground There ain't much point in trying to dig me out Either way I'm sober now I just wanna know that I'm someone I care about Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb Every day I'm hoping that I'm changing It's always all grey and I don't feel a thing Cause I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb Yeah I'm so numb