the blues

Settle down It's been a while After all I'm only mine The only thing that's scaring me is I'm the one that's keeping me breathing See it's never been my strong suit Only thing that's left to prove I can always get to you And all of this time I've been deep in my mind I swear that my empathy ain't far behind I know that I'm fine but it's thundering outside It's fucking raining again I guess I'm letting you in Leave your keys up on the counter like you're home again And I wanna be the one But I'm always on the run Let's put the blues on repeat like there's no damage done in me And I'm not saying that I'm broken Not even fractured-think I'm just choking up Better sew me up before I open up again Once in a little while I wear a crooked smile It doesn't mean a thing One of these days you'll hear me in your speakers Don't fucking try to clean up all the swear words Only thing that's biting me: Darker clouds with sharper teeth It's fucking raining again I guess I'm letting you in Leave your keys up on the counter like you're home again And I wanna be the one But I'm always on the run Let's put the blues on repeat like there's no damage done in me It's fucking raining again Storm clouds inside of my head Sounds all fade out skies go greyed out soon as I walk in There's only so far S.O.S. can go so why call out at all Let's just put the blues on repeat It's fucking raining again I guess I'm letting you in Leave your keys up on the counter like you're home again And I wanna be the one But I'm always on the run Let's put the blues on repeat like there's no damage done in me