the worst

I’m breathing and sleeping alone and Adjusting to knowing that someone’s at home with you I’m feeling my feelings and staring at ceilings I stole back my bed you won’t f*ck him on it If I’m fucking honest Yeah you fucked up on us I’m cutting my losses I know that eventually I’ll be a better me You’ll be a memory that I’ll be forgetting Your feelings of vacancy You tried to put ‘em on me I didn’t do a damn thing Oh girl just go You’ve got me so low I’m better solo oh no I was nervous You were worth it But you weren’t were ya Were ya hurting on the surface If I’m the worst Then you deserved it Yeah you wanna tell yourself I ain’t been putting in effort I wasn’t making the gestures Affection ain’t your thing Unless you got me suffering Admit it or not I’m the only real man that you got But I’m not caught Between your legs at night I hope he licks your lips the way that you like yeah I was nervous You were worth it But you weren’t were ya Were ya hurting on the surface If I’m the worst Then you deserved it I’d have been better off dead Than sleeping with you in my bed I don’t need you in my head anymore I’m out the door the worst is yours I’ve been trynna thank you for a while now I know that I’ll be better ‘cause you walked out You were only feeding all my self doubt Now I’m out too So are you feeling nervous? You heard it here first you’re worthless So fade out and lay down for him I hope you like the way he feels on your skin