Flee Forever

I don't wanna die Or kill myself I just want to disappear Until I feel okay You didn't want to understand That's fair, that's ok My head just hurts a lot And every day just ends in constant pain I met him down underneath In the dark depths of my dreams He tells me don't trust a soul Cause no one is ever as they seem Too bad it doesn't matter anymore Glock straight to the temple Dreams of dying by the door And you can't get in Cause my body's in the way And you're screaming out for help But nobody turns your way And lately every night Is plagued by nightmares Waking in a sweat Yeah I know I need some therapy But I can't get a grip Cause I can't afford the rent And I can't afford to eat Man, I always try my best But this tastes just like defeat Every time that I said I was fine I was never I was never They who interrupt every dream of mine I'll flee from them forever Flee from them forever Maybe I'll just look away Maybe I'll just quit this Maybe I'll just flee forever Maybe I'll just flee forever Maybe I'll just look away Maybe I'll just quit this Maybe I'll just flee forever Maybe I'll just flee Nightwalking dark alleys with a shrug Self critical thoughts like a warm hug Affirmations crushed like a bug With a hard shell under your heel As days get shorter Feels like time tries to steal All the comfort that you held onto And say get real Here's responsibility laid on a plate Sorry that it's dry and it has no taste Every time that I said I was fine I was never I was never They who interrupt every dream of mine I'll flee from them forever Flee from them forever Maybe I'll just Flee from them forever Maybe I'll just Flee from them forever Maybe I'll just Flee from them forever Sometimes The only way out Is to fade away Leave everything behind And never look back