Polaroid

I am looking at you You are everything I'm not I stare at pictures Because I'm afraid, everything else will fade I don't want to be happy I just want to be okay So if I'm going to drown I can, drown smiling in this Are the memories on my drawer hinting at something more? Because I wish I was made of the people around me so maybe I could feel pure I'm sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids I know I'm the reason why I don't make the family photos when they're taken Cause' I'm in a room breathing too heavy to face it And I wish I could just replace this and crystallise the love in your hearts To keep it with me when I need it most I'm sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids I'll hold on to this Because one day I don't want to die all alone I'll stay around Because one day I don't want to die all alone I'll hold on I'll stay around I'll find a way I'll find a way