Fairy Tales

Yeah yeah woke up Ugh Still drunk Old girlfriends wishing That we never broke up Dropped out got high Mom found out and she lost her mind Nice I'm like I lost mine too Gone like a ghost You could walk right through Looking down with a birds eye view Waving goodbye to the world I knew I actually hate every naturally fake Rapper that make glass music Then get mad when it breaks Fucking with me now Be a massive mistake I haven't lost faith I'll just take my chance at the gates I'm anxious for the after life I'm eyeing it up Got a couple dead homies I been dying to catch up I don't take my life for granted That's kinda messed up I know life is a gift I'm just not dressing it up I used to be so innocent as a kid And then I came to know What innocence really is And how society can make you feel Like you don't exist So don't ask me for nothin I'm not giving a shit They said the day I tried drugs Was the day my mind shrunk And thats why my life sucks Yeah right That was the day my brain jumped From a little tiny pistol To a twelve gauge pump Woke up Still drunk Old girlfriends wishing That we never broke up See ya Dropped out Got high Mom found out And she lost her mind Nice I'm like I lost mine too Its gone Gone like a ghost You could walk right through Looking down with a birds eye view Waving goodbye to the world I knew I talk to god But I don't think he listens It probably doesn't matter Cause I never been religious I've always been a sinner My only confession Is I'm having premonitions Of a song I haven't written Could care less What you thought of me first Cause everything you heard I guarantee its probably worse Let me guess another rumour Man it ain't nothing new If you ain't mad yet Don't worry I'm a get to you soon I bite my tongue more than I can admit I been holding back on em But f*ck it I quit When y'all were on that weak shit I wasn't involved Keep on asking me for features I keep ducking the calls Naw it wasn't a faze I wasn't fucking with you back then And ain't nothing changed You on that same old shit You ain't trying new stuff You cookie cutter everything That's why it sounds rushed Woke up Still drunk Old girlfriends wishing That we never broke up Bye hoe Dropped out Got high Mom found out And she lost her mind Nice I'm like I lost mine too Gone like a ghost You could walk right through Looking down with a birds eye view Waving goodbye to the world I knew Clear out a room You can hear every move People fear what Ill do Every tear I conume I appeal to the mood It be fair to assume That there's no way to win Face it you're doomed I said there's no way to win I'm calling all the shots Come place a bet Fresh off a binge And I paid my respects You talking shit behind my back Lets hear you say it again I really thought I was in love with her Always writing love letters Was it really the love Or the drugs holding onto something broken Hopeing it becomes better I don't even see the rush Found a girl I really loved She turned out to be a slut Maybe I was self centered Maybe I was hell bent Or maybe I just wanted Someone there untill I felt better