Spineless

Can't fucking think straight. I feel I'm falling right back into the same place. Every time I'm reminded of where I want to be, it gets washed away with my mentality. My mind is lacking the capacity causing me to become brainless. Rip my head apart and rearrange the pieces. Now I'm a useless nuisance. Sit in silence with gritted teeth. Last thing I needs for you to speak to me. The pressure builds until it breaks. It's gonna kill me but I need to change. I feel the hate flowing through my veins. A hopeless fate that ends the same. Everyday stuck in this place. Going insane. Wish it away. Don't think I can take it I've become so mindless. Everything's so lifeless. (My soul is dark, my heart; forsaken, I'm just an outcast in this twisted creation) My soul is dark My heart; forsaken. I'm just a useless nuisance, full of excuses. Rip my head apart and rearrange the pieces. Point the finger, shift the blame. Don't you know it all ends the same? The pressure builds until it breaks. It's gonna kill me but I need to change. I feel the hate flowing through my veins. A hopeless fate that ends the same. No ambition, No hope, Poor guidance for a lost soul. How did I become spineless? No wonder I feel rejected.