you may not rest, there are monsters nearby

I just want to go to bed, please Let me go to sleep, please help me I just want to go to bed, please Let me go to sleep, please help me Thought that I was getting better Always lightheaded, floating like a feather Winter's here and I'm gray like the weather I can fake it but for how much longer? Never mind I can't take it, can't be sober I keep trying, but it feels like I can't ever win I can't even sing What am I doing? (What am I doing?) I just want to go to bed, please Let me go to sleep, please help me I just want to go to bed, please Let me go to sleep, please help me