Little Boy + Closure

Little boy, go strong You might not be able to see it all I seen it all, I'm the witness for you When they tried to hurt you, I did my business for you You'll never hurt again, or never work for them My blood, sweat, and tears, no taking words from them It don't mean shit to me, so it don't mean shit to you If I gotta hide you, just what I'ma do Try to come for you, I can only bend I would never break, protect the boy from within If they try to kill me, I will die in vain Cause I never want the boy to feel that pain again But I'm growing older, it's getting so much harder Try to keep away, only so much I can garner As I take them hits, and I can feel them shits Gotta protect this boy, I think I'm losing it I think I'm losing it When she have the birth, it will be my first My one and only son, she want others, I make that work If I have a daughter, love her so much harder Never disappear, I'm your only father No father figures, cause I'm your father figure I got this heart to give you And something more that I never had Not taking shots, I love my pops But I know what to do to be a better father for you I know what to do to be a better father for you As it goes it folds, it wasn't my pleasure that froze I had it, then I lost it So much sleep, I have lost it, I'm exhausted My thoughts is, deranging while I'm laying Is you relating, or just saying, well it helps me numb the pain Then I feel it all again, right after we through Try and protect this boy, about all I can do With if, the one, I protect, is the one I hurt direct, she the one, misdirect Done hiding behind her shit, now we see just what this did Little things becoming big, They ask me what's going on I tried to right my wrongs, but I left in all these songs You see it when I put on, why the f*ck you be putting on You been fighting for some closure too many years Fighting back the tears for too many years You a man, I have noticed, you protect me I have noticed But one thing you have not noticed, Each time you decided not to acknowledge the pain You fucking suffocating me, And how the hell you not notice You need to let me free, don't protect me no more I've been, all I can be, this is a part of the closure The little boy has gotten older Lately, I've been feeling at my best, yeah it's lucky left I ain't got a problem, but we all have our problems I ain't with the drama, but we all have our problems Like touching shorty in the commons, without no condom, what else we got in common We all got a story dawg, but only a few, can tell it from the heart I don't like that you be working, all the time, but I understand you out here, and You on your grind I respect that, and I love that, It take me back, to where I was at Trying to find myself, when I was on my own That time spent, and it hit me then, you can't do it on your own So I'm here for you, like you were there for me I'm scared for you, like you were scared for me But I was there for me, no listen, I don't think y'all was hearing me The little boy that cries, he's inside of me So when you see no tears, it's all inside of me Just like it's hard to tell, this is hard to tell But I have lost my grip, I think I'm losing it Been going through some shit, it's like I'm used to it Just to numb the pain, I would hold it in But wasn't numbing shit, was feeling all of it What's the cause of this I must find the closure I must find the closure I must find the closure