These Thoughts II

These thoughts These thoughts Of mine These thoughts Man they take a toll These thoughts and I lose my mind, yeah These thoughts These thoughts, take me on a tear These thoughts What a hell of a year These thoughts how do I make it clear With these thoughts Quiet down I hear you, is this my conscience speaking? I'm only trying to reach you, but then I started thinking When I'm gonna eat, or who I'm gonna be The girl of my dreams, will she be a queen? Will she rock a fro? Will she stay down? Through the thick and thin She could be a goddess, I'm only being modest Talk about the music more, I don't care for the support I'm trying to get some fans Feel like she's the one, you know a wife for me I'm trying to right these things, I should write this down Make a rhyme, take my time, speaking of, remember times All alone, thinking where did I go wrong Wrote some songs, couple girls, wait Drink this, here there's plenty here, empty this Jump off a cliff, take a dip, when I'm gone, will they miss I don't care, they reminisce, picture this, hit or miss I don't diss, I dismiss, hard to tell, enemies from my friends Think I'll never love again, trust again, f*ck a friend All they do is turn they back, when you need them, what is that I can plead, I can beg, It's like they don't ever care, never put your faith in man These thoughts These thoughts Of mine These thoughts I swear that they take a toll These thoughts I know I need to let them go These thoughts These thoughts But how can I, With these thoughts