Dear Mom

Momma I hope you feel better Lying to me, to you I could never Im starting to believe Brenda Does watching me hurt make you feel better? I could never understand you Trust me I love you Do you love me too? Trust me it just doesn't show no mo You never helped me, don't think I'm a joke I feel so alone You don't really give a f*ck You just wanna see me way down in a hole That's just what it feels like, don't let go Tell me what you're sayin bout me cause I wanna know After everything me and you have been through Do you really think I'd give up on you? Didn't really think you'd give up so fast So now I'm in the car, 150 on the dash And I hope I crash all the way out Just to make you sad and let the pain out You fucked me up all the way now I don't know that I could look you in the face now Momma I hope you feel better Lying to me, to you I could never Im starting to believe Brenda Does watching me hurt make you feel better? I could never understand you Trust me I love you Do you love me too? Trust me it just doesn't show no mo You never helped me, don't think I'm a joke