Realization

Aye aye aye I'm in the stu Johnny White Widow made this one Vibes Recording baby Aye check it I've been working on myself creating enterprises You been working on a joint that you can twist and light it Was a moment when it seemed our paths were intertwining Only for a time then you veered and took a dip declining ever since But I been trying not to reminisce Cause getting caught up in the past is a detriment to growth Mine's not far behind I run when I can smell the scent Cause being stationary's just a way I can't exist So I been moving or trying to but shit it's getting tricky Trying to bring the ones I love up this ascension with me But tell me what would happen if our roles had ended switching If they'd do the same for me has got me feeling iffy But I'm too busy to get caught up in the what's and ifs To get a check that doesn't come from having butts to kiss I'll need to give my nuts a grip and brace for trouble Telling every fucking body on the globe to go and suck a dick I'm on my grizzy baby That's word to Jack talking Harlow not the whiskey baby I saw his grind inspiration flooded in me lately I can't forget them boys Em Hop and Dizzy made me Get into the pen and paging Shit's amazing how a kid without a bit of practice Didn't have a clique but clicked within an instant rapping My grandpa wanted me to kick a ball to get established Seems that scoring points the only way he feels ecstatic He never once supported I still remember He ain't even care enough to come and see me at my first performance It was a talent show I won and even got awarded He wasn't worried bout my dream guess it ain't that important And that's my motivation All the ones who doubted me and all the folks that hate it All the ones that wish my mother never procreated All the ones who say my flows are dumb and overrated You're the ones I'll go to thank when I acheive it And I'm knowing I'ma be fine And thats because I sense it coming I just need time Man whats up in your future cause I see mine just fine Focus fore you end up on the decline It seems that everyone is spending days on automatic They life robotic and a brain that's full of fog and static You better switch up and change things or give up Asking me it's bout 420 you get a grip bruh That means it's high time Yeah that's a stretch but so is everything that I rhyme A bit deluded guess a screw is loose in my mind But oddity is an anomaly so I prefer to stay outta my right mind Aye said this my type of shit I'm focusing my inner thoughts before I write a bit I'm searching for a out and hoping that I get it Every minute that I have to go without is hurting like a bitch Damn, yeah it's hurting like a bitch Aye yeah it's Sum Smoove 2022 Alright