LOSING MYSELF

I tried to stop myself From killing myself But I don't think that I did I woke up in the clouds Saw angels surround I think that I might be dead You see all of the pain My eyes, they rained And you just didn't care You saw me falling down I couldn't get out While you just sit and stare But maybe Just maybe I think that I might be losing myself You make me Just hate me I think that you're no good for my health Watch me hang from a ceiling fan I had to do everything cause you never can I've been falling for a while, yeah I never land One day, imma leave here, thats my plan I hope one day that it all sinks in You lose your mind, then you lose your friends You get doxed online and you lose your man I just really wanna see you lose everything I hope one day that you fucking bleed And somehow that blood reminds you of me And then you'll see all the times that I was in need And then you'll notice all the signs that you didn't read But i'm glad now because I can find peace I'm on my own and I feel so fucking free Know who I am, you're still driven by fucking greed Now I know you wishing that i'd never fucking leave But maybe Just maybe I think that I might be losing myself You make me Just hate me I think that you're no good for my health And I don't wanna Think about you You left me fucked up, rotting in a cell And I don't wanna Talk about you You left me fucked up, rotting in hell I hope you kill yourself I hope you hate yourself I hope you f*ck yourself I hope you never heal I hope you lose the wheel I hope you lose your will I hope everything goes wrong Yeah, i'll meet you in hell But maybe Just maybe I think that I might be losing myself You make me Just hate me I think that you're no good for my health And I don't wanna Think about you You left me fucked up, rotting in a cell And I don't wanna Talk about you You left me fucked up, rotting in hell