Shouldn't Miss You

Didn't think it'd be so hard To admit I'm falling apart Thought she was just a summer fling But those eyes oh they changed everything Now I'm tangled up in blue Thinking 'bout what I shouldn't do Got me questioning the truth She's on my mind it's nothing new I don't think that I like her But why do I swipe through her pictures? Trying to forget but then I miss her Tell me what's this contradiction? I say no but my heart's addicted Caught in lies and fictitious feelings Laughing while I'm pretending But inside I'm barely hanging She says we're nothing serious Yet her touch it feels delirious Caught in a game it's always the same She's a fire and I'm drawn to the flame Every escape just feels like a chain She's in my thoughts driving me insane I don't think that I like her But why do I swipe through her pictures? Trying to forget but then I miss her Tell me what's this contradiction? I say no but my heart's addicted Caught in lies and fictitious feelings Should I stay should I go? This indecision's taking its toll She's a riddle hard to decode Falling fast but I'm scared of the road Guess I'm lost in this mess I confess Trying to leave but I'm obsessed I don't think that I like her But maybe just maybe I guess