carrying the weight of infinity knowing that it was never mine to bear

I looked And saw The truth Beneath It all Do you see See me cry Today might be The day that I die The day that I die The day that I die The day that I die I'll say I'm bored But I Am cry-ing On the floor Now I Don't want more And now My bo-dy is Turning cold I'm turning cold I can't go on like this no more I'm turning cold