In the Absence of (feat. Luke Heid)

Before we drove out to the coast I was dreaming out windows I was eighteen And I carved initials in that boardwalk post Now my thoughts are dissonant And they're growing discontent Getting dull just like strings on your guitar At my apartment It's over I'm sorry You couldn't reach September You tried it You'll never Get your Pacific dreams My crazy dreams weren't coming true My heart was chasing after you I wouldn't ever think it through My dreams always outrun me Before we set out heading west I was looking to invest In myself And all my sun-drenched dreams that filled my heart the most Now I'm driving through the night And these thoughts run through my mind Telling me that I won't ever get Pacific dreams My crazy dreams weren't coming true My heart was chasing after you I wouldn't ever think it through My dreams always outrun me I didn't drive those hidden hills My wild heart is frozen still I didn't ever think it through My dreams still haven't left me Why am I here I'm drawing a blank Drawing a blank Lately Choices clear I'm running away Running away Baby My crazy dreams weren't coming true My heart was chasing after you I wouldn't ever think it through My dreams always outrun me My crazy dreams weren't coming true My heart was chasing after you I wouldn't ever think it through My dreams always outrun me I didn't drive those hidden hills My wild heart is frozen still I didn't ever think it through My dreams still haven't left me Before we drove out to the coast I was dreaming out windows I was eighteen And I carved initials in that boardwalk post