All I Wanted

For every time you left me waiting With my head against the window pane My pain would multiply in time With the blurry image of your face Slowly decaying in a way that will likely keep me safe I hope in your final moments You're holding your breath so it goes to waste I'd take a million fucking bullets Just so I'd never see the day That I finally make you proud Like you deserve that kind of grace A disgrace for a name Dear father, or mother Whoever is listening Do you feel, my heart ache The kind that you gave to me And I hope you lose your fucking mind like me Every time you see Me holding tightly to good days wishing time would freeze All I wanted was more than you could give All I wanted was a home to fit in If I ever were to see you again I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with Dear Herb and Kristine I know that you've been watching me You see all my success, and now Your hearts are filled with fucking greed So many questions While the normal kids picked on me, and Now you want back in my life, but I don't need your empathy We might be "blood", but That's the only thing that's standing true I hope you're happy seeing how I didn't fucking need you No thanks to you I made my life on my own The only regret I have I wish I never picked up the phone Dear father, or mother Whoever is listening Do you feel, my heart ache The kind that you gave to me All I wanted was more than you could give All I wanted was a home to fit in If I ever were to see you again I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with That's all I wanted All I wanted was more than you could give All I wanted was a home to fit in If I ever were to see you again I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with All I wanted was more than you could give All I wanted was a home to fit in If I ever were to see you again I'd hope you'd burst into the flames that you burned me with