Better View

Well it's nice to hear that you're happy Cuz I'll never know that feeling myself Been dragged through the mud too many times to count All at the expense of my mental health But that never seemed to bother you No why would I ever expect it to When I was just a way for you to feel okay in the end I was at your beck and call Just a leash for you to tug and pull And now that you're done I guess I'll watch you go Well it's nice to hear that you're happy Cuz I'll never know that feeling myself Been dragged through the mud too many times to count All at the expense of my mental health I fucking hate that I loved you And this is what it comes down to Hoping I forget your face With every drink I self-medicate I'll spend my whole life Searching for a better view Trying to get over you Everyday I've been dreading the thought of sleep Cuz the last thing I wanna be Is alone in my head once again I'll keep myself up so I won't have to dream of you It's fucked up thing to have to do And I can't stand it I've been Waiting on your calls Anticipating All of your drunken lows Just for you to tell me how much that you miss me But only when you're all alone Are you all alone Well it's nice to hear that you're happy Cuz I'll never know that feeling myself Been dragged through the mud too many times to count All at the expense of my mental health I fucking hate that I loved you And this is what it comes down to Hoping I forget your face With every drink I self-medicate Well here's to hoping I forget your face With every drink I self-medicate Here's to hoping I forget your face With every drink I self-medicate