sticks and stones (feat. k a r a)

Eyes wide open Did you take me to a place Where I've been hopin? I don't wanna stay But I don't have a reason to be ok When I've been trying to stay alive Life stabs me with a knife My head keeps spinning I can't stop Nothing breaks these bonds I love to hate this spot I don't wanna come home I need somewhere to rest my head I got nowhere to go Sticks and stones make up my bed I don't wanna go outside I never wanna waste your time Insecurity is like a prison And my heart is cold but I'm fine My eyes keep closing I'm not where I'm supposed to be I thought that I was chosen Was I just dreaming? All these thoughts All these feelings Drag me low Pull on my heartstrings My head keeps spinning I can't stop Nothing breaks these bonds I love to hate this spot I don't wanna come home I need somewhere to rest my head I got nowhere to go Sticks and stones make up my bed I don't wanna go outside I never wanna waste your time Insecurity is like a prison And my heart is cold but I'm fine I love to (I love to, I love to) I love to hate this spot