Winter (2 AM) (Remix)

This wasn't easy I miss feeling like you need me I been feeling like you pulled back Yeah I'm sorry baby just believe me Why do you keep me I know you're planning on leaving I know you looked for a better man So you never feel like you need me Feel you need me I mean it's hard for me I feel like I'm losing a part of me You haven't been acting the same And lately you don't even tell me you're proud of me Baby you gotta be, you oughta be Losing you showed me a whole different side of me Saying you love me but you hate the sight of me Passive aggressive I need an apology Please just acknowledge me If I got it then tell me I got it G I need somebody that's in it for me Won't it be toxic, if I'm being honest then probably But I need you here This time I'm making clear Please do not just disappear Cause 2020 has already been hell of a year Okay I know that I've changed With all that I've been through I can't be the same I look at your face and I see so much pain Ugh, I guess that goes without saying I wanna be why you're happy How did I end up the reason you can't be This isn't Instagram, please do not at me I get defensive when you don't attack me Baby just listen My heart is ruthless But yours is a diamond, are your parents jewellers Love isn't easy But still baby I've been so fucking clueless I hope you find what you're looking for I hope you never go through this Again with another man You're a sweet soul, don't you understand Don't you? I wanna hold your hand, like it's okay But I know I can't Losing you took a big toll on my heart and There's no going back How can't I miss you when my heart knows where it's really at Forever yours, if you don't want it then I guess I do understand