Induced Apathy

One more bottle cap on the counter top One more drop to make the pain stop It won't stop till the last ash drops Pick a fight and you'll be blocked Out the door, you can't be shocked You got all up in that tone and You got too much serotonin Too many demons, you ain't ownin' Everything's grand, like the roof ain't blown in Take another hit and now you're zonin' Here's another towel that's been thrown in Now you're talking with conviction On your door lies eviction Now under the rug like it's fiction To live forever with restriction Nothing but diminished motivation You'd rather be across the nation Than dealing with this situation Hope goin' with the flow's worth letting this go Everything's gone - it's got me low Maybe this could be resolved If you'd just say what you're going through But nah let's be vague Avoid the topic like the plague Pretend it didn't happen Sorry I caught feelings Was that not supposed to happen? I'm looking for an escape route Guess I better start mappin Now I'm gone, happy ever after You get married, live a life full of laughter There's one thing ya might be missing So go ahead sit back and listen Remember the bed when we had friction Don't try to think of it as made up fiction Off topic, but it's my depiction Of our lives on restriction A little apathetic intuiton You're too numb to tell the truth So I'll say it in the booth Let's just live our lives as lies Until the very day we die You take off those rosey goggles I won't down another bottle Don't pretend like there aren't problems 'Cause there are, but we can solve them I tore my life apart like this Don't think I'll dismiss When such behavior's hard to miss I must digress, I'll admit I am not a hypocrite I won't out you for your wrongs I've been doing it all along Drowning my fears in a bottle While you hide behind another hit from the bong One more bottle cap on the counter top One more drop to make the pain stop It won't stop till the last ash drops Pick a fight and you'll be blocked Out the door, you can't be shocked You got all up in that tone and You got too much serotonin Too many demons, you ain't ownin' Everything's grand, like the roof ain't blown in Take another hit and now you're zonin' Here's another towel that's been thrown in Now you're talking with conviction On your door lies eviction Now under the rug like it's fiction To live forever with restriction