Regret

Why do I do the things I Say and Do To You Apologize, reorganize, and come back That's what we do But loose our minds we often find That we can From time to time Apologize, reorganize, and come back And press rewind Again this time And it goes I have a problem letting people inside I have A problem with reality I'd rather just hide In my mind I've built these walls All just because I don't Want you to see What is inside What I have to hide Lies and cheats And secrecy If I could devise Could become wise Stand up Responsibility Bare what is inside Take some time Build some pride Erase Rewrite I rolled the dice Got caught in lies And lashed out Oh, at you Picked up my defense If there was consequence And showed you No value Caused so many tears Over the years I was mean So mean to you So I apologize Even though I tried What can I do Now it's through