Deserve It

Does she know how much I care for her? Does she really wanna go? Tell me I'm dreaming Could she really be leaving me? Does she know how much I care for her? Does she really wanna go? Tell me I'm dreaming Could she really believe in me? She was everything She was all I cared for Dreams of wedding rings Baby I was airborne Baby are you there or Would you even care? No I was not prepared to say goodbye Now I'm staring at my phone just waiting blankly for a call Every text that I'm receiving, think it's yours I slowly fall And I know you'll slowly fade when all my pain it goes away But I still hold on to the memories cause those never gonna change Cause you know and I know that nobody's perfect Right person, wrong time, that shit really burns me Hope that this life treats you good, you deserve it Maybe a different life we could've worked it out Cause you know and I know that nobody's perfect Right person, wrong time, that shit really burns me Hope that this life treats you good, you deserve it Maybe a different life we could've worked it out Mmhm I need you in my life But I can't make you stay I can't make you stay no Need you tonight We can make it right Do it all for you All for you You were All that I wanted No I ain't fronting, I'll keep it a hundred Do anything anytime, end of discussion You want it then f*ck it Got it my baby, just sit and relax Tell these bitches get back I ain't give in to that Said you my girl I was sticking to that But look at how life change Just look at how life change You were my rain in a drought Strength through the doubt Escape from the ground if my pain came around I wanted you more than my words could've said But I should've just let it all come out instead cause I know You was at every show, selling friends my tickets Through the winter cold Through the blurry nights Through the worried times How the f*ck could I ever watch you go? But I know Should've been there with attention But my pencil beckons, I work till it's empty And you was in school tryna focus on you Now it's too late but girl go get your truth Keep chasing that bag, don't settle for less Even apart I wished for your success I reaped what I sewed, Not believing you'd go But hear I am standing alone saying How did I let you go How did I ever not see it before Life of two dreamers who searching for things I guess during the ride we took different roads Out on my own Drowning and broke Trying to find a new outlet to cope Oh girl, our end is my regret Please forgive me for this mess Cause you know and I know that nobody's perfect Right person, wrong time, that shit really burns me Hope that this life treats you good, you deserve it Maybe a different life we could've worked it out Cause you know and I know that nobody's perfect Right person, wrong time, that shit really burns me Hope that this life treats you good, you deserve it Maybe a different life we could've worked it out