Resonance vs. Dissonance

The bottom line From time to time I begin to lose direction I begin to lose my mind The smile you see Is just skin deep I can feel a disconnection Somewhere deep inside of me Can't turn around and run Or face it one on one This war is never won It's only just begun This world has turned me into Something that I'm not It's hard to face I can't escape it I try so hard to give it Everything I've got I cannot make it Resonate with me Can you tell me when I'll figure this out Every waking moment is surrounded with doubt This isn't what I'm used to what is this all about The product of my actions makes me wanna check out Keep on running but there's no place to hide Almost feeling like I'm getting buried alive Try to tell myself that this is all in my mind I know I'll make it out It's just a matter of time And can't you see I find it hard to breathe And now the irony Is slowly killing me This world has turned me into Something that I'm not It's hard to face I can't escape it I try so hard to give it Everything I've got I cannot make it Resonate with me Truth is that it doesn't resonate