Forever Lost

How often do you think about it (How often do you think about it) Some nights I even dream about it (Most night's I still lose sleep about it) Close my eyes Say goodnight But no one wants to speak about it (But everybody preach) I'm silent but I weep about it (Feel like I'm on the brink) When it's too much I might drink about it (I drown in it I sink) I wonder who I'd be without it (I wonder who I'd be) It's too much Much for me I'm my own Enemy babe In my head On my sleeves Wear this pain Stay with me I Have so much Left in me To give you Blessed to be in Your life for what Time we had but it's Hard for me to let go Through this pain we must grow Seems like so long ago Memories overflow and Overload (Overload) Back these tears no I can't hold (I can't hold) September's just way too cold (No it's way too cold) I want back the time we're owed (I want back the time we're owed) Oh you were my best friend (My best friend) Here with me until the end (Til the end) 'Round this time I get so low (Get so low) Autumn turns and takes a toll (Takes a toll) The leaves fall and grow again (Grow again) Reminds me I'll be whole again (Whole again) Light shines on my soul again (Soul again) I release my control again