SMILIN 2 THE SUN

Sunflower Sunflower Trapped in a body that don't feel like mine Tryna break free, but I'm stuck in a bind I wish someone told me it takes courage to love I wouldn't have forgot myself, get stuck in the mud Men seem to hate my very presence on this earth Not your average woman, so they treat me like a curse Little girl, taught herself that she don't need a nigga So I focused on myself, and became a heavy hitta But the heavy hittin took a quitin when he held me in his arms Laid in a field of love, I loved the way he kissed my scars Made me feel like a woman, no one else would Gave all of me to him like I thought a woman should Like Hollywood, love don't last forever, feel him drifting away Crying out to him, but our picture of love fadin to grey Skin away my skin as if my skin were the skin of a deer Gazing in the mirror, but reflection is now unclear Home Home Home Home Where is the old me The little girl who was happy I'm smilin, I'm Smilin to the sun Like a sunflower But these shadows, they seem to overpower Can I fly higher Flew myself out for my birthday on a solo date On the beach praying to the sea to disintegrate The demons cast away the demons wishing him by my side Gotta find that little girl who was so preoccupied With tryna fly higher Cause she was always in dire Need to succeed and burn brighter She always a fighter But needa face my reality Child dwellin in me May never find the key So it's time to plant a new tree Making a sunflower bath The flowers have a special path Followin the sun to catch Her ray flower wanna match Keep on shinin Keep on shinin Keep on shinin Keep on shinin Little girl is dead but it's time to keep on fightin Where is the old me The little girl who was happy I'm smilin, I'm Smilin to the sun Like a sunflower But these shadows, they seem to overpower Can I fly higher Little girl Keep smilin to the sun Love shattered you But your story ain't done I try to, keep beamin To the sunbeam Like a sunflower May your life Be sweet as hon Honey Sunflower