Spare Cigarette

Pardon me Do you have a spare cigarette I'm on my lunch I got about 5 minutes left I know it's not the best but shit I gotta kill the stress I'm sorry sir but do you have a spare cigarette Pardon me do you got some time to talk I been down for awhile now and I can't shake it off Some days I'm at the top and other days I wanna Rot I'm really sorry sir do you got some time to talk Do you got some time to talk to me sir I just need a friend Lately I been so depressed goddamnit will this ever Everybody thinks I'm fine but I just play pretend I don't need no one to worry sir I need to vent Cuz I Keep this up in the back of my brain Go and put on a face and dance through The rain If I Go insane I'll be the only one to blame Don't know why I do this to myself every year be the same Gotta pull myself together I'll be better past december Go n blame it on the weather Light another cigarette need that buzz Tho it's killing my lungs Feelin like the worlds coming down on Me Smoking cigarettes until my lungs can't breathe Maybe shit be better when I rest in piece Who knows guess we'll wait and see