drifting in the ocean

I fell asleep with you, and dreamt of drifting in the ocean I don't know what to do, meant to shift back into motion I keep on writing words that don't make sense Hoping to make something out of it We started fighting, you're so fucking dense It echoes and nothing comes from it Still, your presence brings a type of comfort It feels like I was always meant to meet you It feels like you never go Oh, but I always want you close You fell asleep with me, and dreamt of overblown commotion Dealt with anxiety, casually inspired notions All of a sudden, your heart skips a beat But the drummer insists on playing Can't help but let my mind wander yet Do you mean what you've been saying How many more of your words can I absorb and sink into broken structure We laid on the sand, you slipped into my hand The way that you've loved another I fell asleep with you, and dreamt of drifting in the ocean I don't know what to do, meant to shift back into motion I keep on writing words that don't make sense Hoping to make something out of it We started fighting, you're so fucking dense It echoes and nothing comes from it Oh, but I always want you close Maybe I'm just overthinking, I'll admit Today I feel like shit And it never really sinks in, I'll admit Today I wanna call it quits Why'd you even call me, why'd you even come by Don't say that you love, cause I believe everything's a lie There's only so much more that I can give And so much more that I can try I delete your number You block me on the gram Then you hit me up and I answer cause I can't Go a day without you Call it an addiction But I hate that metaphor and difficult decisions