Afterglow

I've built a fortress, upon my thought  Senseless retribution broken by forced hand remorse  Have I gone insane Strangely I've grown so tired by the afterglow that keeps blinding me  I've never felt so fucked inside My illusion becomes intoxication  Living life ain't the same way now  My illusion becomes intoxication  My hands on fire  Stolen out the palm of my hands like ripples in waves  Descending from the altitude I'm losing my mind  March on forth pray you won't evade  Whilst the ghost of mediation betrays the safe word by turning away  Walking for days wasting away its never looked so clear from above the clouds  Fade away  Oh I tried to reconcile everything I've done  Have you ever come home and seen all the lights go out  The lights go out  Have you ever walked through the door  And ever though time was a virtue  Well I won't turn back time  I'm so disillusioned I've never been so lost before I've been losing my mind every day I've gone restless and I won't be deciding  I will evade reality  Living life ain't the same way now  March on forth pray you won't evade  Whilst the ghost of mediation betrays the safe word by turning away  My illusion becomes intoxication  Living life ain't the same way now  My illusion becomes intoxication  My hands on fire  Stolen out the palm of my hands like ripples in waves  Descending from the altitude I'm losing my mind  March on forth, pray you won't evade  Whilst the ghost of mediation betrays the safe word by turning away  My illusion becomes intoxication  Living life ain't the same way now  My illusion becomes intoxication  My hands on fire  With a broken generation lost within myself I see nothing but desire with everything else  I've been now lost in a stolen innovation of all around I will summon evil if you handed me the wrong throne down