I'm Trying

Never thought they would listen but they did Never thought that I would make it but I'm trying I will get somewhere on that I bid Not stopping till I get what I desire Thinking more than I am sleeping in my bed Till all of my dreams turn to a nightmare Overthinking got me staring at the white Ceiling plaster slowly falling onto my head Coping with my feelings has been getting kinda harder I've been tryna fall asleep but eyes don't shut when they're desired I was looking for material just to get a little higher Head is filled with these ideas that will not materialize Never thought they would listen but they did Never thought that I would make it but I'm trying I will get somewhere on that I bid Not stopping till I get what I desire